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[Jan. 28th, 2005|06:57 pm] |
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| | CAR WASH [sharktale version] | ] |
lets see...today were the two FiNAL EXAMS i had GEOMETRY and HiSTORY. I think I did okay on both. The essays for history were hard and so was the map. on both tests the multiple choice was pretty straight foward.
okay so we got out of school at 12:10. after sum snacks & the test in Ms. C's. we were dismissed. i went to my locker & when alora came up to me i told her i was going to ms. Bullard's for help. hee hee. so me & kev finally got 2 hang out alone. we tried to go 2 ninos & all these ppl kept coming up 2 us. were like no...sorry...lol but we made it through the *video game* splendidly. ha ha madD laughs & insiders...chicken in teeth...falling...me & him * i mean YOU and him lol....& lookin @ jessica & jen in tears =[. oh well celebs suck !! lol
well im tired. i think im gonna hang outwith peeps 2morro later on.
much<33 |
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[Jan. 28th, 2005|05:42 pm] |
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| | GC//the world is black | ] |
Take the quiz: "what hair style are you???"
spiked
ur a HOTTIE wit a BODY n u kno iit....n so do the guys.ur a daredevil n the guys love it!
lmao i dunno about all that |
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| fun fun fun |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|04:00 pm] |
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| | DC // vindicated | ] |
yesterday was so much freakin fun man ! me li beth & kay hit up the mall 4 a bit & then back 2 li's 2 chill 4 a dew & STRAiGHTEN beths HAiR !!! shes so perty !! lol & we did kaylas 2. man kayla has a shitload of pets man. we had coffee, pizza, & lots of fun & laughs & madD insiders. lol lisa was like choking on her hot chocolate ! imma go back next weekend & get me mi tnbc hoodie.
ahh tomorrow imma stay after school & do sum math cuz im fallin behind again. yea B's & low A's r fallin behind 4 me. no laughs pleez.
yay kevo might appoligize 2 steph!! i hope she says its ok. i just kno theyll be friends again.
more later g2g finish hw & then online time w// kev0 & helpin him out !!! ahh i love when ppl arent mad anymore.
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
[Chorus]
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]
[Chorus]
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption... |
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| imagine |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|02:43 pm] |
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| | imagine // john lennon | ] |
Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...
Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...
Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...
You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.
RIP john
[ December 8 1980 ]
wouldnt it be nice if we could all live in peace & accept everyone ?? thatd be verry nice. but no. people have to be ignorant & judge people. well maybe one day itll happen or maybe it wont. i hope that by setting an example i can influence some people into being more accepting. thatd make me somewhat happy. |
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| SiCK |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|01:32 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
i dont feel well. too much stress. im too tired 4 typing up an entry but heres how im feeling:
(Sounds of someone puking)
There I go--thinking of you again
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem
But off of the dome would probably be a little more,
more suitable for this type of song--whoa
I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of
Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta
So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a
Bout to rattle off some other reasons
I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you
On my arm, but what do I go and do
I go and get another one, now I got two
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin
I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again
My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim
Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it
If you only knew how much I hated you
For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through
Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you
Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you
I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter
But I thought a song would probably be a little better
Instead of a letter
That you'd probably just shred up--yeah
I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of
How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a
Paper, I'd rather let you see how
Much I fuckin' hate you in a freestyle
You're a fuckin' cokein' slut, I hope you fuckin' die
I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye
I hate your fuckin' guts, you fuckin' slut--I hope you die
Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie
But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad
It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back
It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna yak
-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag
What else can I do, I haven't got a clue
Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to
But every time I think of you now, all I wanna do
Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke
[Chorus]
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you, I puke
Fuckin' bitch
i thought id do it in song. well bye
xoxo, love me |
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| what the hell ??? |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|10:01 pm] |
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i have no idea whats going on anymore. whats the truth ? im sorry kevin. i love ya hun dont be sad. ahh but like to think that all this time it was all a lie. to think that he really was using me for another purpose. maybe getting closer 2 kev ? that sickens me a little. and to think that he lied to all of us and everything was a lie and steph and amanda were right. to think that hurts me inside. i really hope its not true. im confused. i need the notebook so i can pour it all out. but i think its stuck. i have so much pain welled up inside & i can see in his eyes he does too. but mine just cant pour out. its impossible for words to express it. bit by bit im dying inside. im going insane. im growing closer to the blade. its the only thing im sure of anymore. no no no. im stronger than that i say. but im begining to crumble. i cant express it anymore. a pain so deep and maybe if i jump...ill get to the bottom and end it.
at lunch brian and alora attempted to lift my spirits. it didnt work. i didnt talk to them at all at lunch.
i have madD hw 2 do. ttyl =]
GSA....stupid bitches @ our school tlkin about it. anna having a bad week. my aunt came to visit. so naturally i told off a lot of the idiots @ our school. god i hate steven shimko. & dan. |
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| HOT STUFF |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|06:30 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
xanga is gettin to be way too complicated. i like this & it has some pretty good features 2.
two words. karshner triplet. holy shit they are bang-a-lang-a-lang-in man! hot hot hot dont front now. u kno u like em. u seen the cingular wireless commercial havent u ? well they r there. all 3 of em. identical. hot. wet. wait maybe not wet but they sure are HOT !!! me & a friend saw a pic of em all wet ha ha man i hit the JACKPOT. how can u NOT be turned on ???
orlando bloom kissed viggo mortensen ?? why not adam brody ? or one of the karsher triplets. or all 3 ;). god id love a pic of that !!! why is it sexy when 2 girls kiss but not 2 guys? i think its verrrrrry sexy =] straight or not its hottttttt. wow that rhymed. orly i luv ya babes. ur the best & u had madD balls 2 do that x3 stupid ppl may think it was nasty but thats hott the fact that u did that =]u make my pee pee go, DOiNG DOiNG DOiNG ;)hee hee
xoxo looooooooove, me |
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